Oh! and I went for a ride on the Singapore Flyer. Complementary of Singapore Flyer. I really like the whole experience. Unlike some people who felt that the first 15 minutes of ascend was exciting and the excitement goes down with the descend, I thought the duration was just nice. While soaking up the view from way up high, we were also busy camwhoring all the way up and all the way down. It was really fun and I haven had so much fun since eons.

Since the incident, I haven said a word to anyone, not that they would want to listen to it anyway. They have probably heard and discussed enough but I think they've forgotten that there's always 2 sides to things. Well, what can I say. I'm the 'I need ME time. Amen' one. So, naturally, I moved from the inner circle and then to the outer circle and then I think I got sucked away by vacuum. 

They probably wouldn't know that the past year had been the worst of my life. Nobody asked, nobody cared. Maybe not, I think they would be very interested about what I did or NOT DO. I think I've kept quiet for a long time and kinda just lived with the label/tag. But today I felt great injustice for myself. Actually for a long time since. Just that I felt I was in no position to fight with so many people.  I have been tremendously misunderstood. Things wouldn't have got to this point if someone had actually said/asked something or anything at all. 

It was a period of feeling helpless, hopeless, frightened, scared and depressed. It was almost like a bottomless pit. Thank God I wasn't suicidal though. Anyway, I just want to move on from here. I like the way things are now. I'm enjoying my classes more than any that I've taken the past 4 years. Kev said it right. I'm enjoying all, if not most, of my classes now cos' I realize how much I've missed out and I just want to take in as much as I can now. And that's all that I want now.

And, this will probably be the very last entry on this blog. 

I'm moving on. 

hahahahha!!!

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!

i've never felt more relieved.

this exams has dragged for far far far too long.

by the third paper i was all drained out.

went for lunch with the gang and then some sing song session

then me, pris and 'alexis'

took a slow guiltless walk in suntec

shiok!

*grins*

*beams*

and needless to say, we did some shopping.. haha

pris bought dye while i bought the kose face mask

am hoping that the mask will take away all the exam fatigue from my face

and of cos not forgetting the tiny zits that are popping out. (major spoiler)

anyhows,

i've got lots of things to do!

i wanna get my hair trimmed,

pack my room,

have plenty of me time,

Q.T!!!,

watch movies

and many many many more!!!!

muhahahhaha!!!!

and of cos most importantly to catch up on my beauty sleep!

sad and upset

Together We Can!!!!

*squeeeeezeeeee*

:*)

argh!

i'm the weakest link...

ps: den-c darling, send me the pictures we took so i can upload them too!!

it all began when i was discussing work with my partner online.. and out of no where, my screen turned blue and my laptop restarted on its own.. and then it refused to startup again... i called for help.. help says to leave it alone for a while before i start it up again.. but it never came back on anymore... i was so worried about all my files in it... and i have no back up to them.. none.. zilch.. zero.. and i have a report due on fri... of all time, fujitsu choose to die on me now.. i took a cab to school and sent it to the computer shop to see if there's anything that they can do to revive it.. but they don't even know what's wrong with it.. the technician was pressing on the buttons and.. suddenly my pink screen came on!!!! And soon after i saved some important folders and tried to restart it.. it died again... argh!

and when i got home i tried starting it up again.. and for some reason it's working perfectly fine.. my dear fujitsu... has a temperament like mine...

this bad.. so bad..

i just finished a quiz yesterday.. one more to go and two reports to be done

and not forgetting 2 presentations

i'm totally drained!

and there's still the final exams coming up..

oh man!

i was so tired.. i slept all the way home..

pop back popular to do some stationary therapy

and bought chips back too

i finished the whole pack of Calbee Hot and Spicy Chips!

i'm so guilty, i'm comtemplating to go for a jog later.

and weather's so nice to be jogging..

but it'll be just as nice to curl up in bed too..

....

anyway, new blogskin and loving it. (thanks boy! :*) )

that's my drawing at the corner! haha!

and finally a tagboard!

hurry hurry leave all your comments and shoutouts!

don't read-and-run!

oh ya!!

it was the boy's birthday yesterday!

argh!

i'm so stress. i wanna cry!

serious!

today started out fine.. until i went to meet my prof regarding fyp

argh.. i never seem to be able to... argh.. never mind..

i think my friends think that... never mind...

STRESS!!!

so stress that i'm starting to feel breathless,

and my head feels so so so tight, i think it's squishing my brain and making me feel faintish.

went to ntuc just now to arm myself with coffee so that they'll help me last through the night

i hope.

i need to get my mind off work for a while.

rant aside,

each time i see a wall of haivaianas, i'll search for the brown(slim) ones.

i like them. they look good on my feet.

but but but... and the very next instant, i ask myself 'what can i wear them with?'

i know that sounded stupid cos, you can wear haivaianas with practically anything

but i just can't pin point exactly what is stopping me from buying them.

is it the colour? the er... material? er... i don't know..

could be the shop too... cos when i'm in the shop i don't wanna get them

but once i leave the shop.. i just know i need to get them..

haha! am i confusing you?

i'm confused myself too!

so.. the question is.. should i or should i not?

i wanna go shopping!!!

AHHHH!!! NO!!! not euthrophication/HRM/some stupid bacteria/ or anything to do with fyp or design.

i wanna play with babies and sniff them!!!!

ever since we came back from the mid term break, everyone in school has been acting wierd. like our dear priscilla, she's been asking WIERD questions that no one sane would actually think of, and our lovely swan is erm.. constantly thinking about.. *cough cough* and and and!!! my project partner!!! is slowly starting to show his true self!! and also there's still bryan and melvin who's always going on with their crazy antics, if not more. ahh.. this bunch of mad people are whom i call my dearest friends.

as for me.. the schedule that i'm on is excitingly mundane so much so that i got all excited when i discovered that the chicken noodle stall actually uses PINK disposable spoons! and of cos.. how can i resist something in such a lovely colour... and so i decided to take one home... it could come in handy someday you know... now.. i'm on my hunt to look for pink forks pink plates pink cups pink.. everything! hahah!!!

i've been in an extremely good mood recently, probably cos things are going well... (thank God. fyp, reports, and up-coming exams aside. but still thank God). or probably cos MY BIRTHDAY'S ROUND THE CORNER. (Kevinsits too!) *beams* exciting!!! no party's happening anywhere but but well it's still something worth looking forward to!

(P.S though i said i'm on the hunt for pink utensils and cutlery, please do not get them for my birthday. i wanna search for them myself. i'm a cheap-thriller! haha! )

woke up to see my room spinning

was so bad i couldn't get out of bed

my body's going hay wire these few days.

boo hoo! me getting old.

i'll be 2 years into my twenties in 21 days already

haha!!!

me birthday!!! soon!!! (21st Oct)

and i love presents!!!

i want presents!!!!

(britney's gimme more plays in head)

argh.

tomorrow is the start of endless reports, tutorials, lectures and LAB!!!!

the horrible horrible LAB!!!

it's a dirty smelly ugly three lettered word!
eeewww!!!

after being an average student all my life.

i shall be a model student for once.

i'll start by printing and getting my notes ready for school tomorrow.

but before that i'll... finish blogging, watch abit of tv, read bible and doodle abit in my pink notebook (i think i should give it a name.. lil'pinkbook?)

i feel accomplished today!

haha!

i cleaned up my filthy room.

ok..

some very very ramdom things.

firstly, if there is one thing that i should dislike about the internet it would be reading articles off it (articles not people's blog) especially scientific journals and whatnot. scientific journals are already by itself a pain in the rear to read and to further add on to the agony is the endless scrolling down of pages and trying to skim your way through countless words just to find things that might be useful to you... ahhh!!! i rather do a thousand algebra questions than ask me to read a 166 paged journal! (ok.. maybe 25 questions)

secondly, i think i need time management classes. why? cos 1) i slacked through the entire mid term break without getting anything done (other than my room squeaky clean) 2) i have no idea where all my time had gone to. 3) i sucked at planning. (well, but at least i plan).

thirdly, i love my pink notebook and it definitely better than any moleskine. (haha)

i'm just being very very very very very ramdom!

hahah!!!